Rebecca Dawson

 

"Rebecca Dawson, who lives in Australia, writes here about relationships. She is an international spiritual teacher and channel delivering her messages and wisdom-teachings for over 20 years, with influence and  insights coming through ascended beings such as St. Germain, Serapis Bey & Kuthumi. Her work focuses on the changes being experienced by humanity and the planet during this incredible time of transition.” 

 
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Navigating Out of the Quarantine 

If you have managed to relieve yourself of any internal desire to be a survivor, then for you this period is very interesting because it is about learning what to do with water if you are not just trying to survive within it!  Because this is akin to a human who has been drowning in the ocean and doing everything that they can to stay afloat suddenly realising that the ocean carries them.  So then you must find a different purpose for your existence because your existence is no longer about resilience, and it is no longer about survival.  What are you actually going to do with the vast body of consciousness that you find yourself in?  What are you going to do with the ocean? Because before all you were doing was trying to survive within it. 

Now you can perhaps begin to realise that you are surrounded by a body of consciousness (or ocean) and that this is now about navigating it.  Navigation is really what 2017 is going to be about for you.  It won’t be for long, because by the time you get to mid 2018/2019 it is going to be about commanding the ocean and actually getting it to work for you.  But this period is about navigation and allowing yourself to get into a position where you start to dictate direction.  That is what navigation is.  It is about finding your way by setting your sights and actually moving towards something.  Now we immediately see the question of “well how do I do that if I don’t know what to move toward?  Agree? 

Well let us begin with this.  When you are navigating on the seas the only thing you really have to look towards is the sun or the stars, and at the moment you have been seeing that there are clouds obscuring the stars - but you do still have the sun.  And so the sun for you is your direction at this time. 

Allow the openness of enthusiasm and the openness of that internal state of stimulation be your compass toward the setting sun.   

Now if there is ever a moment where there is something that stirs within you and you feel stimulation you can be sure that you are on course. So this year is about following the signs of stimulation, following the internal navigation, the internal drive because you actually no longer rely on “egoic" drive.  You no longer rely on “egoic" determination, you no longer have a subconsciousness mental construct that is propelling you in the direction of your dreams because it is not there anymore.   

So in other words you don’t have a map, and if you don’t have a map you don’t have a reason for even navigating…particularly when you are in the position where you are out in the middle of the ocean but you don’t really feel like you are lost.  For most humans that are out in the sea of consciousness, mental construct gives them a map and they use the map and navigate to get somewhere else altogether: to get off the ocean and to get onto land. But you realise that you don’t belong to the land - you belong to the consciousness, so your mind is no longer furnishing you with a map because you have got no reason to leave.  Most humans are only looking to progress so ultimately they can leave.  This is not about progression anymore and because you are no longer furnished with a map this is about listening to the internal rhythm and moving toward the sun.   

Now there is no reason for you to move at all unless that inner stimulation starts to come up within you, because once the inner stimulation starts all you need to do is drift in that direction (and there will be times when it drops again and you will sit floating in the ocean until you get the next inner stimulation), but you will find that it will not be about subject and it will not be about mental stimulation because there is nothing you are really interested in at this time – agree?  And it will not be about what is it that you want to achieve.   

The sun will come in the form of people this year because 2017 is when you will look for the light in others to show you which way to go.  Nothing is likely to interest you more than the fascination with other people, and it is likely a long time since you have been fascinated with anybody because it is difficult to become fascinated with others when they are so busy just trying to follow their own maps!  But this year you are going to come across people who have also put down their map and therefore are highly accessible to you because there is nothing that you enjoy more than diving into another’s energy.  The difficulty is that you haven’t been able to find the interest anywhere, haven’t been able to find any kind of excitement but you will find it in other people this year.  

2017 is not about finding propulsion and then anchoring yourself to build something.  That is not what this is about. It is about is discovering how movement works and discovering how propulsion works because propulsion (you will come to understand) does not require personal effort and it does not require intention or purpose.  All it requires is the internal desire to engage via stimulation.  And it will also necessitate that stimulation occurs on many levels for you because there have been levels where you have allowed yourself stimulation and levels where you have denied yourself stimulation and we are in particular referring to your physical state because your physical state you have not allowed yourself stimulation and this leads us into your next question. You would ask us why is it that my body is not concerned with stimulation? 

A certain amount of stillness has been required in order to completely recalibrate your cells so that you can actually put your map down and allow your cells to begin directing you again. Also a certain amount of consolidation which is what a lot of the separation for you is about, because it was about allowing your physical unit to be completely isolated so that it could only take internal reference and you could let go of the map.  Especially when you have other people and other physical experiences come into you - they are very easily adopted by the programs in the cells. If you are going through a period of release of all the programs in the cells, you do not want a lot of physical engagement because they are external reference points that can reprogram the cells again even though you are busy deprogramming them.  So it is a little bit like being in quarantine as you are not wanting too many external reference points to interrupt your deprogramming.   

Although as you move into this year particular from April/May onwards you are going to find that you are going to be requiring new stimulation to bring about new programming.  Now the new programming is not going to come externally like it has done previously.  The new programming is going to be elicited from internally which means that you will not be able to have any influence on your body from external sources so it doesn’t matter what you eat or drink or what you do to you body physically it is not going to make a lot of difference as you will be in the space where it will only be about what your internal stimulatory state is that will determine how your body responds.  So what you realise that coming into April and May when your body starts to really move into a highly stimulated state the programming starts to come up from within the body and out through the cells and your body starts replaying a new program, therefore the way in which your body is physically appearing will change, your tastes will change and the level of physical strength within your body will be invigorated.  You know that you are waiting for the new programs to kick in instead of trying to manage it externally because when you are in quarantine you don’t want to introduce anything that has already been in the system.   

When the stimulation is there everything starts to shift, and when the stimulation comes it is not just about mental and emotional stimulation it is also about physical stimulation – they all happen together.  What you are trying to do now is or what has been suggested to you is that if you get yourself physically stimulated everything else will become stimulated as well but this is a top down process, it doesn’t work in your energy field so this is about getting the internal stimulation first which then affects the mental, emotional and physical.   

What you are waiting for a is a new cue, a new signal for everything to start to come back online and come back online together.  Because the difference is this (and pay attention please) - what most humans are doing when they are addressing the physical is having a limited affect on all the other aspects of Self.  So there are many who are in peak physical condition but are psychologically, emotionally or mentally not where they would like to be.  But what we say to youis that when you work in the reversal and you allow the stimulation to come from within all of those different aspects of you, all the different levels of your reality all work to the same rhythm which means that if the program is coming from consciousness it affects the physical, emotional, mental and psychological together and they all start working to the same rhythm which means there is no longer a disparity between how each of the different aspects of your experience are working.  

Let us give you an example of the closest thing you have had in that experience – the closest thing humans have to that experience is the feeling of falling in love because when a human falls in love everything coincides to the same program.  So the emotional, physical, mental and psychological all come online together and everything works seamlessly.  Now that is the closest that humans have been able to come to experience it which is why humans become so addicted to relationships: the only way they have been able to experience the internal alignment and the internal stimulation aligning everything up is through falling in love.  However, when you have had the experience that you have experienced when you know that consciousness is ‘that’ and you know that it is available at all times you do not require a situation of falling in love to have that alignment, you simply require the knowing that that is what you are.  So in response to a physical ailment you would go into that place and activate the stimulation and everything becomes aligned.    

2017 is about learning to manoeuvre with that stimulation.  It is learning to follow the stimulation and by the time you get midway through 2018 to 2019 you are going to become so good at it you are going to be able to do it in any moment. There are experiences coming in 2017 that are akin to falling in love, because you start to feel that stimulation and you start to feel consciousness arising and all of your different bodies start aligning.  There will be a lot about relationships this year because relationships traditionally for humans have been the avenue to this kind of stimulatory experience.  However, it is very important for you to know that your stimulatory experience is about what is arising internally, not about the relationship itself.   

The stimulatory experiences necessarily mean you learn to navigate the sea, agree?  So therefore distance will be traversed, so there is distance and movement involved, because you know that you have been in one place for far too long.  You have been in quarantine, and you are almost at the end of this now and this is about making yourself available in the ocean and watching for the sun. In truth that is why you came here. 

Peace be with you Blessed Ones.

© 2017 Rebecca Dawson

 

Dropping Through the Fabric of Dimension

Message from Serapis Bey  

Greetings to you.  Well how are you all travelling?  You are not really travelling at all are you? So, what does it feel like to feel stuck in one place and everything around you seems like it is moving?  Isn’t that what it feels like at the moment?  You are stuck but everything else keeps changing.  Well at least you know that something is moving and it is a marvellous place to be -  right in the centre of it - because when you are right in the centre of it you actually have the best view, because you don’t really want to be moving with the planet now do you?  You want to be staying very still and anchoring.  So what you are seeing is movement in your life around you which actually has nothing to do with sequential movement – it is more about things not staying the same. So a lot of the time it is very subtle change. 

What that really is about of course is the fabric of your reality is changing.  Let us describe it to you like this, because you may understand what a dimensional shift is, you have all heard about it, you have all read about it, you have all been understanding a little bit about it.  And there has been some talk about grids overlaying other grids… and then your reality jumps and there is a New Earth and an Old Earth, and there being two parallel Earths and all this sort of thing, but we are going to explain it to you in a different way.   

Let us say that there is a piece of fabric and the piece of fabric is made up of billions and trillions of threads.  And each one of these threads is an experience, or an aspect of consciousness, or a being, or an individual or an event – it matters not because all of these things are just aspects of consciousness.  And when the time comes for more energy to be able to feed through, more consciousness to be able to feed through, more conscious realities  are being present in your space, more of you  is being able to turn up in your body, more of you is  being able to turn up.  What happens is the fabric and the weave of the fabric starts to stretch and it starts to stretch to let more light in.  And so very soon the fabric gets very thin or appears to be very thin.  It appears to be worn out – this is when you get tired in your life.  This is when you start to feel disconnected from things that you used to be very interwoven with, but now you can’t seem to touch things or access things.  You can’t seem to feel like you belong in that part of the fabric because you start to see yourself separating from it.  Likewise your experiences no longer seem sequential – you can’t say that I got from this part of the fabric to this part of the fabric easily because there are so many spaces in between now.  And so the fabric gets stretched and stretched until you can’t actually see the fabric anymore.  All you can see are holes.  So you are actually looking at the space between the material, the space between matter, the space between your events, the space between your relationships, the space between who you think you are in relation to everything that happens in your life and this is where we start to disappear but at the same time something miraculous happens.   

You start to realise that you are a thread and your ability is equal to the ability of every other thread that makes up this fabric.  So what would happen then if you decided to actually dis-identify with the thread?  Where would you go?  Where would you move to?  What would happen?  Well we would suggest unto you that you would drop right through those holes, drop right through them into the light and drop right into collective consciousness, drop right back into the cosmos…. and then what happens?  Do you disappear?  Do you go off floating into space?  Is there anything left of you?  Well fortunately for you the Earth requires a new piece of fabric, this time however the fabric is made up of different kinds of thread, it is a stronger thread, has more twine involved in each strand so it becomes multi-capacious. The threads are very closely knitted in this new fabric but the weave looks different so every thread is more aware of its place within the fabric.  So this is what we would call the new fabric of reality the Earth is moving to.  It is already there- it is true, but it is you who are dropping through the holes of the old fabric of your life that are going to land in it.  And all you have to really do is let go because there is something there for you to go to.   

This is the beauty of multi-dimensionality.  You are not going to be lost in space if you choose to let go of who you are.  You are going to land somewhere where suddenly there is more of you.   

There is more capacity, there are more strengths, there are more skills, there is more conscious awareness, there are more ways of relating, there is more genius, there is more creative ideas, there is more supply – yes we know you are all thinking about the money.  All of it!  Because in this dimensional fabric – the 3rd dimensional and 4th dimensional reality – when you get spiritual and you start to drop through the holes you have to let go of the fabric and that means you had to let go of society, you have to let go of money, you have to let go of status, you have to let go of relationships. But that was before this other layer of fabric was readily available for you to transition to and now it is widely available to the entire planet so that when you choose to drop through and let go of your lives and your identities you have somewhere to land.  And you have somewhere to re-identify very quickly, so even though we have been talking to you for some time know about losing your identity, it is actually a very quick, quick, quick transition.  You are not going to be wandering around in the wilderness for days or months or even years.  It can happen faster than the speed of light when you actually agree to let go and actually agree to be nothingness – you arrive.   

That is why so many that will make the transition won’t even realise that they have made it - because their Consciousness has already decided to move forward into the new era on the planet and suddenly they are in it.  Children especially don’t have too much to let go of and they just move and they are there.  So the 40 days and the 40 nights in the desert - is it valid for where we are now?  No it’s not, and it is true to say that it will never be, but it had its time when there was sacrifice.  Sacrifice was the ideology through which you gained understanding.  Sacrifice is no longer required.

Peace be with you Blessed Ones.

© 2017 Rebecca Dawson

 

Compassion

Kuthumi - 31 January 2017

Blessed Ones greetings to you.  Here you are in the new cosmic chapter, the new cosmic millennium.  Did you know that this is actually the beginning of the new millennium?  You are going to find that there is a dawning that is occurring and 2019 marks a completely new era for you,  so the next 20 or so months for you are about adjustment.  This is to be celebrated because you have been through an awful lot of reconstruction, an awful lot of grief, an awful lot of letting go, an awful lot of recalibration.  So this period is really about learning to walk again.  It is life beginning.  It is new origins.  What do we mean by new origins?  We mean completely new base lines, completely new foundations of what is possible for you.

Be aware you do not define yourselves any longer from your history.  Be aware you do not define yourselves by your people’s actions because you must recognise you no longer belong to the humanity that you have known, you no longer belong to that world.

Many of you have come to realise (and it has been difficult for you) that compassion has been replaced with distaste for many of you.  Be not lamenting that you cannot feel in your compassionate hearts that which ails humanity.  Do not lament that you have increasing distaste for what you see in your exterior world.  We say unto you when you emerge in the new millennium you are no longer a part of that humanity.

We understand that you understand that all is one and that consciousness remains in its state of unification.  However, you are also experiencing an extreme separation between yourselves and the species  of humanity you have come to know.  We say unto you, you are no longer part of that humanity.  You are the seeding of a new humanity.  You are the original humanity being reversed upon this planet and there are periods where you will look at the rest of humanity with disdain and you will feel a separation occur within you.  Be not alarmed. 

As you increasingly move out into your freedom it will be more and more difficult for you to relate to the humanity you once held in esteem and compassion.  You can still look at them and understand their sorrow and understand their struggle but it is difficult for you now to relate and it is difficult for you now to invest your action in trying to remedy that which seems untenable.  And truly for many of you there is a fundamental shift from attempting to rectify this lost species of humanity and instead focusing on what you can create for the new humanity.

It is so very important to know that your disdain is not to be feared and not to be questioned or judged but to be understood as your emergence as a new race, a unified race.

Why is it do you think that you are here at this time?  Is it to rescue humanity?  It is not.  It is to become architects of the new reality.  It is to actually seed the new humanity.  All of you are here and participating in this way and it was a requirement that your bodies will move between the two races, between the two species and we will use the word ‘species’ because the new human is a different species to the humanity now.  The capacities are different, the capabilities are different, the wiring within the brain is different, the inherent patterns are different. 

So for many of you,  you have found yourselves become so segregated from that which you believed you belong to.  Many of you have felt so isolated from that with which you believed to belong to and yet we say unto you,  you are a new species and more and more and more of you will congregate and recognize each other and choose not to play the games that the rest of humanity play and not to participate in the problem solving.  Because you must be very aware that the problem solving is also ...  and you are not here to solve the problems of the old humanity.  You are here to focus on what you will create for the New Humanity.

As Serapis has described you are in a very interesting space between spaces where you can feel lost but found all at the same time.  You can feel that you have no impact and yet you feel like you are completely connected.  So it is an interesting experience for you and it is like being the embryo and being in the womb before you are delivered.  You can feel everything.  Everything on the outside world is amplified to you – all of the Mother’s experiences are amplified to you just as the Earth’s experiences are amplified to you at this time.  Just as the Mother’s emotional, mental and physical experiences resonate and reverberate through the embryo, so it is the planet doing the same to you.  So be aware that what you are feeling is the planet itself. 

You are very sensitive to what it feels but once you are released into the world as the new humanity you will make your mark and you will impact and you will make change just as the life of an infant impacts and creates change within its family.  But the infant comes into a family not to be one of them and not to follow them but to forge their own way, to forge their own identity and their own unique imprint on this planet just as you will.  You are being birthed so lament not what humanity is doing but celebrate what you will do.  This is so important at this time and it is so important not to judge yourselves and do not compare yourselves and do not identify yourselves with what your species have done.  Part of losing your identity in the last years has also been about dis-identification with the humanity you have known. 

You will notice in the young ones that are on the planet at this time a disinterest in many ways with humanity.  You will find amongst the young ones a focus of their own internal perspective that makes them look and sit as if they are separated from everything.  Many of them are only really interested in their own awareness because they are also understanding that they do not belong to the humanity that has come before them so many of them are not interested in participating, many of them are not interested in playing the game.  What they are interested in is finding references for what they will identify in.  And so many of you here and many of you listening will understand that in your maturity as human adults,  you in your understandings will begin to provide these new reference points so that they know that it is acceptable not to relate to what has been but that they have space to play with what will come.

What do you see is happening in your world, what is being presented to you at this time?  Change, destruction, some cooperation (there are pockets).

We are going to suggest to you that 2017 for you is about allowing yourself to be disinterested because we can see in the imprinting of many of you here that you chastise yourselves for being disinterested.  You also chastise yourselves because you are not championing rights and you are not attempting to stand up for what you believe and fight because you are getting a lot of that in your media at this time.  Your media is championing those who would fight for their rights.  Be aware that that is a characteristic of the humanity that has been.  Fighting for rights is no longer a part of the New Human.  It is no longer a part of your requirement here on this planet.  It is no longer about fighting for equality, fighting to be heard, fighting for freedom; it is about demonstrating it by marching to the rhythm of your own species. 

How have we challenged you with this notion on this evening that there is not much for you to do with humanity (not the humanity you have known)?  You are only here for the humanity that comes.  Do you see it?

What would you say if we said unto you that you are fighting for something that you don’t belong to?  Challenging – for some of you perhaps?  Others know that you don’t belong and you wish that all the noise would just go away. 

So, 2017 for you is a period when you start to recognise that you are a part of what is next, where you start to dis-identify with the history of the humanity you believed yourself to belong to and you start to embrace the humanity that you are here to represent.  There is a galactic reunion that is occurring and each and every one of you both genetically and otherwise represent this galactic union.  You embody it in your cells and in your DNA.  The constructed humanity that you have come to know is not the humanity that was designed to be here and so the re-emergence of the new humanity begins.

Peace be with you Blessed Ones.

© 2017 Rebecca Dawson

 

 

 

 

LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS IN THE NEW ENERGY - FALLING IN LOVE WITH HUMANITY

Kuthumi, August 2015

One of the very unique things about this planet is that its one of the very few places in which you can actually experience relationship.  Relationship is the avenue to wholeness in this paradigm.  Relationship is the ability to be able to observe oneself in another.  Relationships are where you like to experience union.  Isn’t that what coming together in a relationship is all about – feeling whole?  Sometimes that is in sexual union, sometimes it is being mentally stimulated, sometimes it is having the comfort of support so you feel like an individual.  So the very social construct of planet earth has been ingeniously designed so that there is a natural motivation and drive to seek union with another and within this game of separation and duality seeking union in another is often where we get mislead. Because we like to have that feeling and we believe that it can’t be achieved on our own.  

It is very useful to have a partner because they often reflect back to us what we need to see about ourselves, and yet when you are able to actually collapse within and find your union there…..then the whole planet becomes something you fall in love with.  And it is more and more difficult for you to be able to dedicate your time, your energy and your attention into several relationships.  So we must be very clear with you about this because there are many of you who are finding that it is becoming more and more difficult to stay in a relationship.  Is this a failure on your Part?  No it is not.  Is it a widening of your canvas to envelope more of a relationship with the collective?  Yes it is.  And even those of you who are already in what you would call committed relationships you are going to start to experience a sense of disengagement- and that is not to say you that have fallen out of interest with your partner, but it does mean to say that the emotional connection that you felt with them starts to dissolve.  This is not to say that it is going to put your relationship in jeopardy but what it does mean to say is that your attention and your expansiveness now is embracing the entire collective humanity, and this is something that you want to have a relationship with. 

So it becomes less about a humanised way of relating, it becomes less about the one on one, less about the attention and more about the opening to accept all.  And so the delightful thing about being a Master on this planet, as you can understand, is that you have the opportunity to fall in love with the entire planet.  You have the opportunity to fall in love with humanity.  This is what the view is like on the other side of the bridge.  It is not about partnership anymore.  It is about erasing the wall.  It is not about trying to find your missing piece, trying to find your soul mate, trying to find your twin, because that would limit you to one portion of light that you are relating to and engaging with.  When you move to the other side of the bridge the whole planet becomes your life and every person that you come across and every pair of eyes that you look into is an opportunity to fall in love again and again and again and again.  And that is why we ask you to look deeply into each others eyes.  Not only tohelp you understand how to dive into the collective, how to lose your identity, but it also teaches you how to fall in love with consciousness because that is the only thing that your love is worthy of in the New Paradigm. 

You cannot limit yourself to a person, you cannot even begin to love another entity.  How many of you have had experiences of falling in love, becoming enamoured, enraptured with somebody only to discover that what you thought they were is not?  True?  Because what you fall in love with is their identity.  If you are going to fall in lovewith humanity and fall in love with consciousness what it means is you can fall in love with any person on the planet at all.  Look around this room right now, look at all the eyes, look at all the faces.  You could fall in love with every single being in this room.  That is the nature of relationship in the New Paradigm.  That is what is going to change the way humans see each other and the way humans regard their place on this planet.  That is what is going to affect the way new governments are constructed, the way industry is run, the way the economy comes together to support humanity not the other way around where humanity supports the economy.  It all begins in the form of love.  So falling in love is seeing what is really there.  

How many of you can look into a baby’s eyes or a young child’s eyes and see unconditional love?  And yet how many of you are able to do that with another adult?  Do you look into another adult’s eyes and see unconditional love?  You do not – you avert your eyes – you look away.  Many of you to protect yourselves, many of you don’t want to be exposed and there is also argument that it is not your place to dive in there – we have heard that one before!  So, how many of you believe that you are ready to fall in love with everybody?  You have to expose yourself to do that.  

So what happens to the people that you are having relationships with now?

They are still there, you love them too.  But it doesn’t become about an emotional love anymore, it becomes about a much wider, lighter regard of humanity.  And in the relationship that you are already in they too are a part of humanity and so you love them for it but you discontinue to be engaged with their identity.  This is actually going to make your relationships more harmonious because no longer will you be concerned about their ego, their quirks, their annoyances, what they do that you can’t control, what they do that disappoints you.  That would be having a relationship with their identity and you are no longer interested in this, you are only interested in consciousness so every time you go to your partner and you want to engage with their identity and it becomes an issue for you, please look into their eyes and remind yourself of what is there.  Do you want to have a relationship with a mask or do you want to have a relationship with the whole planet?  You ask for fulfilment – isn’t that what you all want in the New Paradigm?  Well you have 7 billion people to love – it is very engaging!  

There was a time when I came down from the mountain just for a day.  After I had seen what there was to see and understood that there was nothing that separated me from the All, I went down into a village and I came across a boy with a cow and I looked into his eyes and I saw him for who he was.  At first the boy was afraid because never had anyone every looked at him in such an intimate way before.  Never had anyone looked past his bedraggled clothes, the state of his cow and his shoeless feet and he knelt in front of me and he said “I know who you are”.  But those very words that he said unto me was him saying that he knew who he was, because as soon as you can recognise someone for who they are you actually create a shift in them.  They join you in your love for humanity because when you look at them right into the eyes it disarms them, your identity (just for a moment) is gone - just for a moment.  And there were many that will continue to feel that feeling again, continue to look for that feeling again because you have ignited something in them.  

So how many of you when you are ready to let go of your identities and are also ready to let go of the way in which you have relationships?  It is very liberating because it means that you can co-habituate without expectation, it means that everybody starts to get along because there is no restriction anymore, there is no control. And while you may suppose that this may cause some to drift or wander, what it does it actually enables them to step into their own magnificence, which means that you end up being partner of the most glorious being on the planet.  How many of you see within your partner’s potential?  How many of you have had partners that you see the potential in, whether or not they are still there has nothing to do with you- but we say unto you this:  when you are ready to embrace all of humanity and fall in love with all of humanity you will never be partnerless again because you cannot find what you are looking for in someone else, you have to recognise it in everyone.  And when you recognise it in everyone it comes to you. 

2015 Rebecca Dawson

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